waiting..

I've waited here for 1 h 15 min. for a friend I haven't spoken to in a long time - while he was waiting somewhere else.
By the time I left, it was dark and cold, but I started reading in my india book (it's about time). I am going in between feeling totally overwhelmed by having to make choices what to do and where to go and what I will encounter, esp. travelling by myself and considering how I am feeling, which is very different from when I initially started to think about going to india late last year ..